Before i die....

One thing i want to share
which remained untold
throughout my life
i guess its time to unfold..


There was no fear as such 
and doubts were none
but would you take me wrong?
after hearing this one..


I have been a pauper
and you were like a queen
so the fragrance of your innocence
could never meet my sin..

These are my last moments 
where breathing is too hard
the only face that i would love to see
is yours with that shining eyes..


Before my heart stops beating
before all my insides turn to ash
before the hell takes me to its lungs
let me tell you how important you are..


Now when i am going
to give myself all the pains
no point in hiding the fact
that i have always loved you Ms Rains....

Promise..

You asked me,
to break the habit,
which is bad for me,
to which i am addict..


With which i may get the pain,
without which i will get you,
but still i don't know why?
i can't promise what you asked me to..


So i am here, lying in between,
trying to balance, trying not to look awry,
I don't know whether i will be able to make,
the promise that i cant keep, which cant even deny..


I am standing here,
one feet on one stone,
hold my hand,hug me baby,
help me to calm these storms,


Surely i will come out of this,
we both will have the new dawn,
because i just need some time,
to save myself from getting drowned..




So i am here, lying in between,
your world and my world,
I don't know whether i should promise or not,
because i may or may not be able to keep my word....